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2005.11.04 CBC
2005.10.30 Going Home
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2005.10.19 This website now in 3D!
2005.10.19 With a Whimper
2005.10.18 Four Dollar Muffins
2005.10.17 Cherry Bank, Part III
2005.10.16 Sympathy
2005.10.12 Cherry Bank, Part II
2005.10.10 Cherry Bank, Part I
2005.10.05 Projections Indicate
2005.10.04 Coffee Cat
2005.09.26 Perfect 油条
2005.09.26 24 Hours
2005.09.25 A Job for Spiderman
2005.09.24 Canonical Coffee
2005.09.21 Secrets That You Keep
2005.09.20 Lactose
2005.09.20 English?
2005.09.18 I Awoke Screaming
2005.09.13 Ceci n'est pas une palourde
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I Awoke Screaming
In my dream, I'd been hearing some clattering noises in the kitchen of my grandmother's 13th Street house, in which I was sitting in a mostly dark living room near the television, which doesn't seem to have been turned on. With great resolve, I had finally convinced myself that the noises were nothing, and I made myself into the smallest fetal-position ball I could manage, tucked behind an ottoman, when the noises became the distinct sound of approaching footsteps.

I lifted my head above the side of the ottoman, and instead of the nothing I had told myself I would see, the vision a semi-transparent, flayed, headless body was walking steadily toward me. the definition of his exposed muscle and bits of fat and other tissue was terrifyingly clear, and as the man approached, he didn't slow.

I began shouting about the time the spirit made contact with me and walked through me.

What I intended to be screams of terror, however, emerged more as a wavering "yah yah yah!" sound.

At least the noises were enough to wake me from the dream, and I guess that's good, but you'd have thought someone could have done something about that, in general — the way that desperate attempts to run for your life, scream like crazy, stab attacckers with a fork, disarm ticking bombs, and so on, end up turning into silly limp flailing gestures instead, even in the dream.

It's a good thing it wasn't a real ghost.

This time. . . .